No Other Gods

I've been in a Bible study for the last month or so called "No Other Gods" with some dear women. Here's a snippet of what it's about:

Our lives revolve around our deepest needs and greatest treasures. Relationships. Family. Financial security. Private hopes and dreams.Most of our desires are healthy. Yet these longings can become passions we not only pursue, but worship. And while idol worship may seem like ancient history, we still face the modern-day equivalent [version], as natural needs slowly consume our hearts and minds, competing with God's rightful place in our lives.No Other Gods offers a revealing look at the heart of a woman. Author Kelly Minter explores what happens when good desires become false gods, robbing us of an intimate relationship with our heavenly father.So discover the freedom in surrender. The healing in worship. And the joy found in exchanging everyday gods for the one true God.

I challenge you to dig into this if you think you don't have idols...I challenge you if you KNOW you have idols. Anyway, one of my biggest idols (and I knew this before we started the study) has always been food. I simply love food. All kinds of food...healthy food, unhealthy food...you name it and I probably love it...okay, well maybe not because I'm certain my husband can list about 14 wild animals that I wouldn't eat, but I can assure you my love for food was an idol. I would meal plan all my meals for the day and each meal included a dessert. Even when I tried to "diet" I would reward myself with treats. I'm not saying that any of these things are bad in and of themselves, but I constantly thought about what I was going to eat and I might not even finish one meal before I was planning the next. I thank the Lord for tastebuds and the ability to taste this food, but I have learned that my body isn't mine. 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 says: "Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body." (ESV) Maybe you've heard this before, just as I had, but for whatever reason, it struck home this time. I am NOT my own. My body doesn't belong to me. Because I am a child of God, the Holy Spirit resides in me. And doesn't He deserve more than a chocolate chip cookie infested temple? God Himself bought and paid for my body; what a remarkable truth. Not only did He purchase me, but He resides in my body! For the first time ever, I really wanted to take care of myself because of these truths. I don't care so much about the scale (although there is a certain number I'd love to see...however, something tells me that the Lord may not ever let me see that number or else I would idolize it) or being "skinny" or "ripped" or whatever else might have motivated me before. So, when my friend, Arica, asked me to do a reboot detox with Arbonne I was all on board. She couldn't have asked at a more perfect time. Maybe I've annoyed you with my posts of food and detoxing, but if I've encouraged one person to take care of their temple then it's been worth it (you can unfollow me if I annoy you). I want to take care of myself to the best of my ability for myself, for my family, for my friends, but mostly for the Lord. I've got one more week on my detox and then Lord willing, I'm going to resume a 75/25 lifestyle. What does that mean? It means that 75% of my meals in a week will be "clean" and 25% of my meals will have a little bit of unclean in them. This equates to about 4 meals a week which is TOTALLY doable. In 3 weeks, I've seen amazing, encouraging things in my own house besides losing 4.4lbs and 4inches so far! My toddler wants to drink nothing but water and an occasional Sprite when before he was drinking nothing but juice. He wants to try almost every thing I make for myself and that's encouraging! Today, he had avocado and salsa dip and said "more Mama!" I've spent so many years hating this temple of the Lord and now I realize no matter what my shape or size is, I need to take care of this beautiful temple of the Lord. I also don't want JohnDavid to look at his body the way I have...always demeaning it, hating it, and trying to fix the things I thought the Lord made wrong. There is an extreme side to taking care of my body and that's not my goal either. 1 Timothy 4:7b-8 says : "Train yourself in godliness, for the training of the body has limited benefit, but godliness is beneficial in every way, since it holds for the present life and also for the life to come." (HCSB) The Bible tells us that training our body profits little in this life, but that godliness profits us in both this life and eternal life. I don't think there's a thing wrong with exercising; I've been trying to do a little myself, but there IS something wrong with it when it becomes your idol. Yesterday I didn't really want to exercise, but I decided I would run down the hill in our yard and walk back up it for 15 minutes. After 3 minutes I thought I was dying. JohnDavid ran with me and cheered for me along the way. About 10 minutes in he asked to swing so I put him in his swing. I would push him, run down the hill, and walk briskly back and repeat this cycle. I made it 32 minutes. There were times I wanted to quit, but JohnDavid would yell from the swing "run Mama" or "hey Mama!" and I would be reminded that even though this is tough, he is watching me. Maybe you're watching me too; this is encouraging and challenging because I don't want to discourage someone or treat my body in a way that displeases the Lord. Maybe you struggle with food as an idol. Maybe you struggle with exercise as an idol. Whatever it is that you struggle with, I can identify, and I'd love to pray for you or help you any way I can. 

The bottom of the hill...JohnDavid is swinging in that big tree in front of the shed.

The top of the hill next to JohnDavid.

My swing loving boy.